I loved everything of being normal again...

The week with my friends and colleagues was such a wonderful break from reality. I loved every second of it, and scrapped together every tiny bit of energy, to keep going.

The opportunity to feel mentally active, engaged and useful, was delicious. I confirmed that, despite being invisible, my friends have me in their thoughts constantly, and are waiting for me to come back.

I had so much fun and joy. I ate as if I wasn't poisoned, enjoying every bite. I laughed. I joked. I danced. I felt happy and normal.

One more thing to add to my list of positives--the support of my IBP family in getting back as if I haven't been missing in action.